I have just break up with my boyfriend not long time ago... Is i asked for it... Reason is feeling is not that due to qurrel for small thing, dont trust me, and his temper and character...

He dont accept the reality,, keep calling, message and harass me... I keep avoid him, reject his call, dont pick up his call, dont reply his message...

I 1st time hurt a guy so deep... What i can say is only sorry... I cant do much for him... I only can agree some request something from me before he go back his hometown... Give him 1 of my shirt and meet him up 1 last time...

Although is i hurt him, break with him, but i do feel sad snd sorry to him... I have hurt a person loves me so much... I do feel lonely... But i cant because of lonely, patch back with him. Is not fair and i have no feeling to him anymore...

I know i will get retribution... Maybe is lonely for my past of my life... No lasting relationship for me... Really there is a curse... Nobody can cure... Haii... Maybe is my fault, problem lies on me...

What can is say....? I deserve it...